{"id":662,"date":"2023-12-22T13:27:08","date_gmt":"2023-12-22T21:27:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/?p=662"},"modified":"2023-12-22T13:27:09","modified_gmt":"2023-12-22T21:27:09","slug":"to-larry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/?p=662","title":{"rendered":"To Larry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>You are scared<br \/>that by cleaning up<br \/>your drawers<br \/>you  will find the roaches<br \/>in the corners<br \/><br \/>I am scared<br \/>that by cleaning up <br \/>my drawers<br \/>I will find emptiness<br \/>&#8211; clean and orderly emptiness <br \/><br \/>I am scared<br \/>that if I speak <br \/>I&#8217;ll never stop<br \/>and will lose all<br \/> &#8211; we both will<br \/> <br \/>I am scared<br \/>that if I speak my words<br \/>the feelings<br \/>my feelings<br \/>will get lost<br \/>in the words<br \/><br \/>I am scared<br \/>that being unhappy together<br \/>is better than being alone<br \/><br \/>I am scared<br \/>that if I open my heart<br \/> &#8211; and eyes<br \/> &#8211; to the tears<br \/>we will all drown<br \/><br \/>Zitta   2021<br \/><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You are scaredthat by cleaning upyour drawersyou will find the roachesin the corners I am scaredthat by cleaning up my drawersI will find emptiness&#8211; clean and orderly emptiness I am <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/?p=662\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=662"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":666,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/662\/revisions\/666"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=662"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=662"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zittastubstad.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=662"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}